...and then there was the sex...

[morrobay1990]

Title: ...and then there was the sex...
Author: morrobay1990
Genre: post canon
Warning:
Word count: 600
Disclaimer: Jack & Ennis are AP's
♥ Jack











What was it?

What was it about this one person, this one man, that affected him like this?

As he got older he tended to think more about what things meant.

In his younger days he knew there was something...he put it down to sex...he fuckin loved sex with Jack.

But thinking back to that first time, that first perfect time on Brokeback, he knew it was more than that.

What was it?

Jack got him to talk...he'd never talked to nobody...his life wasn't anybody's business...and nobody seemed to give a shit, anyway...but Jack just asked a question, and he opened up like he never had.

What was it?

Now all he wanted to do was talk to Jack, or at least be near him, the two of them together.

What was it?

Yeah, there was the talkin'...he'd never talked that much to anybody...that was good 'n all...

And then there was the sex...

Ok, so this happened in '63...he hadn't been very experienced...ok...not experienced at all...'specially where this was concerned...

But his favorite memory...the one he could bring to mind any time he wanted...although he had to be pretty fuckin careful about when he brought it to mind...usually saved it for certain nights...when he had enough time to savor it...and he went back over the whole damn thing...minute by minute...

It was a couple nights after he'd gone to Jack the first time.

That time...that first time he went to him..it was one of the hardest and best things he'd ever done...he didn't know what to expect and good thing, cause he got way more than he ever even thought was possible.

After that, they were fucking every chance they got...wasn't too much about feelings, was more about feeling...and Jack sure felt good.

Then...one night after they'd spent the better part of the afternoon and night looking and touching and trying everything they could think of, finally both fell asleep, worn out.

Ennis woke soon after, though, wanting Jack, wanting more...when he woke he got annoyed, even though Jack was snoring, Ennis knew he was worn out.

He didn't know anything else to do, except do it himself.

His eyes were closed, picturing all the glorious visions he'd seen of himself and Jack over the last few days and nights...he didn't know he was moaning...didn't know he was breathing hard, and loud...groaning with the pleasure of it all.

All of a sudden Jack turned...Ennis opened his eyes, embarrassed for Jack to see, and he slowed his hand, trying to stop.

But Jack, with an urgency that moved Ennis even closer to the edge, an urgency that he never forgot, a hot, take-over urgency as Jack whispered, “It's all right let me do it...let me...”

And he kissed him hot and wet, the two of them breathing hard against each others lips.

Ennis, eyes closed, dropped his hand and gave himself over as Jack took charge, groaning loud every breath...

What was it about Jack?

There was something he'd never had with another person....something comfortable, someone easy to talk to...

And then there was the sex...

Comments

[moyaima.livejournal.com]

soulmates ... in heart, body, and soul, you are such a GREAT writer, thanks ☺x

[mazaher.livejournal.com]

"...gave himself over": *this*. This is nothing Ennis ever had with anyone else-- or even just imagined. Giving himself over.
Great chapter. Thank you.

[tizi17.livejournal.com]

that's what i always believed to know.. there had to be more, there WAS more than the sex, in the story as well as in the film.
thank you for 2 new wounderful thoughts...

[lightning070]

Great reflections on his time with Jack on Brokeback. Jack got Ennis to open up. Just pure love. Thanks for posting. :)

connecting

[joetheone.livejournal.com]

Connecting to a soul mate is something sacred and special and sadly some of us skip it once in awhile or push it off, but to embrace it and feel it and to know it is amazing. Thank you! Joe