Driving - Jack

[morrobay1990]

Title: Driving - Jack
Author: morrobay1990
Genre: post canon
Warning: could be annoying to read
Word count: 750
Disclaimer: Jack & Ennis are AP's

♥ Jack









shit I miss him already how the hell am I supposed to get from now until next time without it without him no I ain't goin to Mexico not unless it gets so bad I can't stand it most of the time I can put up with it but this weekend is gonna be a bitch it's Lureen's birthday and I better get her somethin good after bein gone for two weeks and she's gonna wanna go out for dinner with those damn friends a hers well fuck that I'm not goin she don't care anyway we don't do anything together any more so what difference does it make if I go to dinner well I gotta go to her birthday dinner yeah ok so I'll do that fuck I need to stop and get gas and I better check that tire again last thing I need is another flat shit next week I hafta work extra hours to cover for her old man why's he gotta take so much time off remember genius it's his business he can do whatever he wants you gotta take orders he don't so I'll work the extra no big fuckin deal just pisses me off don't get no extra money for it shit you're lucky you make as much as you do what if you was still some dumb rodeo fuckup shit wouldn't a made it this long been crippled for sure so shut up about how much money you don't make could be worse yeah could be better too he must be halfway home by now wish I fuckin was why is it always me comin up here how come he can't never go down to Texas he don't know how bad it is drivin for fourteen hours yeah right he'd really go out of his way to come to see me oh fuck just let it go he ain't changin and neither am I you don't wanna go on the next one don't fuckin go I gotta go two three times a year is all I get I gotta go maybe we could make it sooner maybe Febuary yeah Lureen would love that leavin again so soon so what the hell am I gonna get her for her birthday and I'll have to take Bobby out so he can pick out something for her he's getting so big still likes me readin to him though 'bout the only good time we get together and who's fault is that I'm not sayin it's anybody's fault fuck I'll get her some jewelry somethin she can show off to her friends that's what she wants anyway don't start bitchin about her she don't have nothin to do with this if you was givin her any attention she'd be different if you were still fuckin her regular don't start that again she ain't complainin yeah but she tries to come on to you and nine times outta ten you shut her down yeah ok I'll try wonder if he's still seein that woman wonder if he likes fuckin her I should just ask him prob'ly wouldn't tell me shit anyway or maybe he'd lie just so I'd shut up fuck he don't like to tell me nothin about him or what's goin on and that means I can't tell him nothin about what's goin on with me feel stupid if I did but why don't he care next time I'm gonna ask him some stuff just regular stuff see if he opens up bet he don't bet he clams up like he usually does pretty good right before we left today though yeah shit that surprised me he don't never talk like that prob'ly feelin guilty he knows it's harder for me than it is for him wonder why I know he likes getting together likes the sex that's for damn sure wonder what would happen if I didn't send back the postcard next time y'know it's been goin on fourteen years and nothins changed not a damn thing he's no closer to leaving Rivert'n than he ever was hell I wouldn't even care if we stayed there he could call the shots fuck you don't think he's already callin the shots feel that tug that's the leash boy I can't make it all the way home today I'm gonna stop somewhere Lureen'll be pissed but I'm so fuckin tired and I can't stop thinkin


yeah but it sure was good right before we left wasn't it

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thanks for reading this one, I know it wasn't easy,,,Ennis's will be better, well, easier to read!