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Title: Remember This
Author: [livejournal.com profile] morrobay1990
Genre: post canon
Warning:
Word count: 370
Disclaimer: Jack & Ennis are AP's
♥ Jack



I never want to write them too sensitive, or cloying or “feminine”...but they loved each other...they must have had tender moments...








Remember This





It was nights such as this that made him know...

Nights such as this, when he would say to himself - yes, this is worth it...worth the sleepless nights...worth the long drive...worth whatever I gave up to get here...worth all of it...

Worth more.


Nights such as this that made him try so hard to remember everything...every touch, every word, every sound...even the night sounds.

They were stretched out, Ennis leaning back against a rolled up sleeping bag, Jack's head in his lap, both quiet, after love.

Ennis smoked a cigarette...absent-mindedly running his hand over Jack's chest and stomach, slow, hypnotizing...his head tilted back, watching the sky.

Jack closed his eyes and willed time to stop.

Remember it...what his hand feels like on my skin...feel it...it's rough, and he's moving it so slow, feels ticklish when his fingers get close to my side...not much pressure. Soft. Slow. Rough.

Feel. It.


I'll remember.

They passed the joint between them...minds relaxing on the smoky haze.

Ennis, especially, felt it...his mind succumbing to the drug...feelings replacing logic...his own needs and wants replacing reality...his need for Jack coming to the front.

“Wish we could just stay up here.”

“What?”

Remember.

“Be great, wouldn't it? No people, no jobs, no family, just us...just us.”

He looked down at Jack.

“All I have is remembering you...these times...” He rested his head back, smiled sad, but Jack didn't see it. “Gives me a damn headache sometimes, try so hard to remember...” he looked down again, “...everything.”

Remember.

Jack raised up and they kissed, soft...tender...unhurried...as if they had time...as if they wouldn't be apart for most of the year to come.

And now I know for sure...he misses it, too...he thinks about it, about us, about this...he'd stay here if we could...if only we could.

Jack moved, turned, they were close in, “I want to give you something to remember.”

He held Ennis's face, looked in his eyes, memorizing the moment...he kissed him, moved to lay up against him, but without heat...without fever...moving his hands soft and slow.

Eyes closed, they lay...just touching, breathing, feeling, being near.

“Remember this.”

Date: 2011-07-16 05:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zeltia.livejournal.com
I cried too...

Moving and beautiful.

Thank you so much.

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